What ties in here is that according to your Human Design profile, you're "often blamed for mistakes that aren't even, which can undermine self-esteem and create an "us against them" mentality, feelings of shame, or an inferiority complex." If, and those around, understand that life is simply a constant and necessary process of trial and error, ending in discoveries that can then support a solid foundation, can find strength in journey. I may be wrong about this, but with your South Node in the 11H conjunct Saturn, I wonder if it's possible that you've played the scapegoat role in the past and that there may be a fear associated with groups.
Historically, women and the dark races have carried this shadow image within the collective.
The black sheep carries this unconscious shadow image within the family system. There's great sensitivity and awareness of what Jungians call the "shadow," the dark underbelly within people and societies. I associate Saturn-Pluto with the Scapegoat Archetype/complex and the black sheep in psychology. There's a feeling or attitude of being set apart from the culture you were brought up or live in. What you often see with Saturn in the 11H is that the person doesn't blend in easily with the group or at all. I hope I'm not repeating what you already know. It sounds like you already know a great deal about the aspect, both from life experience and from reading, so I won't start from square one. "When going gets weird, the weird turn pro." I feel as though I've lived multiple lives in this one. I have found myself time and time again facing the whole Pragmatism vs. When faced with conflict, I ask myself "Is this moron worth prison?". I have control over my temper but when those rare times I don't, I am a EF5 tornado. My frustration level is pretty much always through the roof. įrom life experience and what I have read online, it is sooo true. Peony commented on my Saturn/Pluto square in my chart on the Yod thread and I don't want to gum up that thread as I have 3 Yods. Natal Saturn Pluto in Hard Aspect - Lindaland Welcome, Knowflakes, to Lindaland! ()
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